hi all hope you are all well. i was not to sure where to put this post so i apologise if its in the wrong place.

Well i am very happily married with four lovely children. we had decided that 4 was definately enough but hubby did not want a vascectomy so i was put on the list to be sterilised. Well know hubby has decided he will have it done so i dont need to (yay) lol. Over the last couple of weeks he has been talking about babies again. How lovely it would be although i will have to look after another one lol. He has been bringing it up even more day by day. 2 nights ago he asked me if i would have another one if money was not an issue. I think i would and told him that. Thing is we cant afford anymore really and i dont know if i could cope either but i have kind of come around to the idea.

Am i being really silly? my mum will have a right go and prob some of my friends to lol. Im all confused. Do i like the idea and not actually the reality? sorry to go on , i just really needed to get it off my chest. x x x